What I want from a friend.

It is so simple, just respect and care, that's all what I need. I may seem nice and has a good nature but I guess not everyone can actually understand me. You should know, I'm also human, it's hurt.

I hate your gut when you're sounding so sure of yourself, when you are sure that I'm the one who should take the blame, I'm the one you should avoid and I'm the one you should look with hatred. It doesn't matter now, I broke into pieces, and even I combine the pieces, it will never be the same. I have scars deep in my heart for what you had done. I'm sorry I can't control my own weaknesses.

It doesn't not matter even I'm in pain, because you will never care.

p/s: I'm disappointed with my own self because I'm selfish. Time will heal anything and everything right???? I hope so.....