Sometime it changed but sometime I need to change.

It just happened and I chose it.

It just goes away, and I did it.

I hate myself for it.

I'm not glad, I'm not happy.

I'm burning inside out.

It's hard.

I'm sorry for myself.

I wish I can be my 16 years old self again.

I need to gain it again.

It's a must.

p/s: looking backward