Definition of friendship?

friendship from a dictionary, describes as a relation between 2 people. It's a cold definition because humans are warmer than that. that is not just a relation but it's involved all sort of think. love, care, concern, advice, responsibility and etc. then why must a friend who suppose to support his/her own friend can ignore the fact that their friends need a push up not a push out. being supportive, even we know our friends have nothing to be proud of. even he/she does not has any talent, just keeps supporting them, it's not that difficult. even i myself  know, i have nothing to be proud of =_= 

i'm pathetic. 

the little confident i have earlier for now is ripped into small pieces. left broken in my pathetic kind of life.