Where is the fun when a conversation become too bored.

I hate saying thing that i will regret it later. especially at time like this. stupid conversation and stupid outcome. i'm ashamed. i know myself real well, i know that i can't stand when something humiliated me. it just shouldn't happen. and when i were remain about that, i can't face it. it just not my thing. i'm very sensitive about this even though i keep telling myself that it is nothing, people don't actually care about it. but seriously i care. i care with all my heart. i want to shout out loud. just end it like normal one, please don't say something like that. i'll hurt, yes.. i'm hurt. i want to sleep~ for a while, i don't want to start any conversation with u. i won't face it for now. i'm childish am i?