During that time, I realized....

I lost my confident, it doesn't appear very well indeed. presentation should be a piece of cake, i don't really agree with that, maybe it is for someone who can express his or her speaking quite well. me, rather annoying with myself, seems like reading a slide can be too much difficult, why? i don't have the answer. i just can guess, maybe long enough i don't speak in english, and that language seems to fade. fade into the shadow. handsome or not, my profile could not be delicate if i don't improve myself. just keep tying, just trying....