u no what?!

I want to keep quiet. I think that my surrounding right now is never be good for me. With my friends that's not really can be call as friends. I just kept avoiding until now, I don't want to get involved in something that at last make myself hurt. I’m hurt enough already. Just want to be alone, alone and yet alone. a friend I need is someone who can accept me for who I’m. I know, I'm acting like I’m really a brat... but i really want to be that brat, be bad, be lazy, be anti-social person, be annoying, be negative, don't want to show my kindness, coz it's not worth at all. In any case, I want to be bad, bad and bad. My surrounding changes me a lot. A lot….